Tuesday, September 22, 2009

Over~~~~~~~~~~~~

ARRGH!!!!!!!!!!
School's goin 2 start 2molo!!!!!!!!!!!|
I haven't had enough rest for the past few days............
why must it end so fast!!!!!!!!!
why is PMR 2 weeks later????????
Why am i still blogging here where i still hav much 2 read?????????
WHY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

Saturday, September 19, 2009

My future.....

Nowadays,i'm starting to have a strong interest in cars,especially supercars(high performance cars)......
I can pinpoint any type of car, what model, what brand, how much is the power... and so on.......
Others just say, its so typical.... boys......... likes cars and girls.....haha.....
But,i also have big interest in research and development on eco-friendly cars too.....
my mom says that automotive is just mechanics.... all those filthy jobs......fixing engines,changing oils.....
but i dont think so......
For example,Honda: hybrid cars are selling like hot cakes....... and those technicians are all working in air conditioned labs.......the pay is quite good also.......
another example: Merc, have you ever seen mechanics in their 5S showroom looking dirty,NO!!! they all use electronic equipment..... no need 2 dirty ur hands again....

im quite lost now..... i dont hav the confidence in setting up a carreer in automotives..... but i cant waste my talent rite???(actually its just knowledge)..... its the same thing as my music carreer... i like music but my parents keep on say that if you dont have outstanding results, you will fail in the music business...... AARGH!!!!!!!!!!!!!

why izit so hard 2 choose a course?????? should i go for my interest or my parents wish????????

confused...............................................

Friday, September 18, 2009

A Boring Day..............

First day of holidays.......... damn bored..... im alone at home..........
spent my whole day surfing the web..... updating blogs, viewing blogs and stuff......
Why must it rain so much 2day??????
Its so cold especially in my house....... just beside the mountain........ i even wear jacket in my house man.......
freezing.........................................

Anyone goin anywhere this holidays???? Pls invite me..... im bored 2 death at home.............alone.....

Thursday, September 17, 2009

Apologies............

Just now....... A lot of memories flashed backed.........................
took a look at the gathering post in my blog...... saw my friends all smiling happily...my eyes suddenly grew red and wet......
felt like i had a very great distance between my friends...........
almost felt like i hadnt seen them for a long long time.......
our friendship starting to fade away......... mayb its my problem,but i dun think i was a good friend for the past years................

sorry everyone that i had hurt.....
sorry everyone that i had bullied.....
sorry everyone that i had scolded
sorry for everything.......................

maybe another Yi Ming has taken over the one you guys made friends with, the one who put a smile on your face.......the one who was a happy go lucky guy with silly actions..... All this has been replaced by a stubborn,sarcastic,hateful,dreadful,big bully......... All this has been messing up ur days.....all this has made u hated Yi Ming...............

Even now... i cant find myself.... lost in the abyss of evil....... influenced by the evil side of me....... just like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde..... only this time, i dont have the potion to turn me back into myself......

All i can say is, the true Yi Ming is fighting to regain his body from the imposter..... I hope that u guys could help him by accepting him one step at a time...... i can assure you, he will change for the better and hopes to mend his friendship bond back to normal..................lets hope for the best.............

Now...............

Sorry... sorry... sorry to everyone for not updating my blog for so long......
its quite busy nowadays b'cause PMR, UEC all coming up.... and teachers are giving damn hectic homeworks...... Damn tough.... even UPSR also nvr so tough.....haiz......

2day is the last day of skul b4 hari raya......
but.... im not in the mood for holidaying......
ppl say time can change everything....... its true..............
i feel like im lost in my own feelings.... having a crush on sum1 now...... but dare not confess on my feelings...... scared that history repeats itself.................. scared that the wound reopens again..... scared that i wont be brave enough 2 take it.......... really have 2 do something about myself........ mayb change my image..... mayb understand myself better.............. mayb this.......... mayb that.....................

well, just forget that.......... now taking up intensive guitar course...... planning 2 play guitar professionally..... my interest........................nowadays my mind is full of melodies...... planning on composing a song but doesnt have the time and theory.......... hope that as time goes by, mayb i can pick up some knowledge in this new field im venturing in........ hope so.........

wish everyone a Happy Hari Raya..............haha