Apologies............

Just now....... A lot of memories flashed backed.........................
took a look at the gathering post in my blog...... saw my friends all smiling happily...my eyes suddenly grew red and wet......
felt like i had a very great distance between my friends...........
almost felt like i hadnt seen them for a long long time.......
our friendship starting to fade away......... mayb its my problem,but i dun think i was a good friend for the past years................

sorry everyone that i had hurt.....
sorry everyone that i had bullied.....
sorry everyone that i had scolded
sorry for everything.......................

maybe another Yi Ming has taken over the one you guys made friends with, the one who put a smile on your face.......the one who was a happy go lucky guy with silly actions..... All this has been replaced by a stubborn,sarcastic,hateful,dreadful,big bully......... All this has been messing up ur days.....all this has made u hated Yi Ming...............

Even now... i cant find myself.... lost in the abyss of evil....... influenced by the evil side of me....... just like Dr Jekyll and Mr Hyde..... only this time, i dont have the potion to turn me back into myself......

All i can say is, the true Yi Ming is fighting to regain his body from the imposter..... I hope that u guys could help him by accepting him one step at a time...... i can assure you, he will change for the better and hopes to mend his friendship bond back to normal..................lets hope for the best.............

Now...............

Sorry... sorry... sorry to everyone for not updating my blog for so long......
its quite busy nowadays b'cause PMR, UEC all coming up.... and teachers are giving damn hectic homeworks...... Damn tough.... even UPSR also nvr so tough.....haiz......

2day is the last day of skul b4 hari raya......
but.... im not in the mood for holidaying......
ppl say time can change everything....... its true..............
i feel like im lost in my own feelings.... having a crush on sum1 now...... but dare not confess on my feelings...... scared that history repeats itself.................. scared that the wound reopens again..... scared that i wont be brave enough 2 take it.......... really have 2 do something about myself........ mayb change my image..... mayb understand myself better.............. mayb this.......... mayb that.....................

well, just forget that.......... now taking up intensive guitar course...... planning 2 play guitar professionally..... my interest........................nowadays my mind is full of melodies...... planning on composing a song but doesnt have the time and theory.......... hope that as time goes by, mayb i can pick up some knowledge in this new field im venturing in........ hope so.........

wish everyone a Happy Hari Raya..............haha

2/3/09~~~end of exam / a special day for someone.....

(behind from left)keezhuan,hanxien,jiacheng,kienseng,suojian,jayming
(front from left) me,hsinjie(bday girl),xuanning

got bullied by her sis.... haha


woo~~~old couple 2gether again....haha


bday cake(chocolate indulgence and banana)

Finally...... the exam is OVER~~~~~~

damn happy and destressed.........

so far... all da subjects are quite ok......(at least better than last exam.....)

so guys, keep on fighting and achieve good results in PMR and UEC (but now,lets PARTY!!!!!!!!!)

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2day is Hsin Jie's 15th bday........
jus think back, me and hsin jie know each other for 9 whole years.........
wat a long long time............ i hope we can still be friends for da years to come..... hope we can be friends forever..........

2day afternoon. i waited for xuan ning 2 cum and fetch me to her hse..... actually we planned to reach there by 4.15, but that !@#$ suo jian keep on playing DOTA until 4got da time...... it was 4.30 by da time we reach hsin jie's hse...... so jayming,jiacheng.keezhuan,kienseng,hanxien all waited for us there............. they keep on scolding us why so long......... so we pushed all da responsibility to Suo Jian..........he say" i DOTA king, so wat???" very lc.......

well we straight away sat down and eat...... hsin jie's mom prepared prawn mee for us.... it was delicious....... jay ming's mom helped out also, she prepared sardine pie and kienseng's favourite:cheese and mushroom spagetti........Damn nice.... i hope i can learn da recipie from two of them.........

then we chatted for a while, and continued by playing mahjong....... ks really won all of us.....but luckily i won him 10 times bigger so no lose money........

then we keep on playing and chatting at da same time..... then around 9, we sang da bday song for her..... we pushed ks and hj together cause ks bday is on 11/3, so celebrate 2gether......
after that, we cut da cake.... hsin i took some cake and wipe it on hj's head.... we were laughing loudly when suddenly, she also wiped da cake on our faces too..... then we decided to pakat 2gether and bullied her...... her face and hair was terribly stained and hanxien kinda "happen" sumthing that i couldnt write it here......

finally we played another round of mahjong b4 my mom came and went home.... it was a great day and i was kinda jealous cause my fren din celebrate like this for me......sum even 4got my bday...... well nvm, cause im used to it.......hope we: hx,ks,xn,sj,jm,jc,hj can be best friends forever.....

Attention to all 2006 6M students........

Just to inform u all...... there will be a gathering at the end of the year, after PMR.... it will be a celebration party of finishing our PMR and i would like to confirm da attendance......

it will be held around my hse or other place that i will inform u guys later.....

any1 interested can leave a comment here... for now, lets concentrate on studies and hope that we can all pass with flying colours..... GAMBATEH!!!!!!!!

27/2/09

exam is comin to an end....so far my life in form 3 is quite smooth & fun..... the only changes is i need 2 prepare for PMR and UEC!!!!!!! damn tough......

well, i once said that i will be single & wont like another girl anymore until im 18(well 6M guys... u noe why rite???). but now... i kinda hav a crush on someone special..... lets just say... im sure my feelings are not stupid like in primary school.... but i dont hav da guts to tell my feelings..... im now trying to make sure my decision is right, i dont want to repeat da same silly mistakes i did in da past... this time i must make sure is she da 1 for me.........................

in other case.... congrats to kai wen for coming back 2 school...... its been a while since u were hospitalised...but now lets wish da best of health to you & lets fight through PMR & UEC together with 3 Zhong!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

First post of 2009

well... its quite fun that im in form 3 now.... at least can lc those form 1& 2....

its been a while since i updated my blog..... its bcause i was quite down a few months ago.... i felt that my life was jus nothing but a blank piece of white paper.... nothing interesting about that...... my friends kinda ask me did i 4got my blog???? well lets just say that im back & sorry for da late update....

i jus saw "我与狗狗的十个承诺" yesterday night.... me n my mum cried a lot watching da movie..... its quite touching..... its about a girl n her puppy named Socks,and their heart warming story..... i recommend this movie to all dog lovers & parents who are workaholics.... Pls give comments on da movie after you watched it....

tomorrow is my class's basketball competition... i hope that i can perform well n make my class proud.....

15/2/09

Happy belated Valentines day!!!!!

Memories......

Just finished watching <<原来我不帅>> yesterday, it was funny, touching and sad story... 小莊那么好的人,却被Cindy拒绝了,幸好到最后还是在一起...这让我想起一个故事....

A男生在巧合下遇见A女生,她心地善良,为人友善,很有爱心.A男生就悄悄喜欢上A女生了.他每天为她服务,在旁边默默守护她,每次她有心事就找他聊,A男生付出自己所有的感情对她,可是没和A女生表白...A女生不知道A男生暗恋自己,人为A男生这样对她只是哥哥对妹妹的照顾,所以只和他结为干兄妹...

有一天,A女生认识了B男生,他样样都比A男生好,无论样貌,学历,运动都胜过A男生,简直就是A女生的理想对象,就喜欢上他了...A男生知道后不但没有表达自己的心意,还是每天在她身边守护她,每天听A女生关心B男生,自己却毫无动静地默默聆听.直到一天,A男生终于决定跟A女生告白,这时A女生约他出来庆祝A女生成功追求B男生.A男生知道了,却隐藏自己的痛还是和她庆祝.

没过多久,A男生的眼睛开始有问题了,可能再也看不到了...医生建议他出国就医,可是成功痊愈的机率不高...A男生临走前托朋友把自己写的告白信交给她,A女生看了这封信,心中感到无比的痛苦,觉得自己简直是瞎了眼,没有把A男生看在眼里,可是一切却来不及了...最后,A男生的眼睛还是无法痊愈,他带着自己对A女生的爱移民国外开始新的生活,再也没有和朋友及亲人联络了,好比在人间消失了...至于A女生呢,最后跟B男生成立了家庭,可是心中还是无法忘记A男生,偶尔会想起他...

爱情总是不等人的,只要发现真爱,就要勇敢地去追求,别等到最后一切都来不及时后悔也没用了...

P.S:这故事是真人真事,这是我在网络上读到的一篇日记,是我把故事翻写以保密当事人的身份...